i love you, goodbye..

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance
That they’ll love you back
Some people are just not meant to be in your life
No matter how much you want them to be
You hug him good bye like it’s nothing
While all you want to do is hold on forever
I used to smile when I told people that you were mine
But now, I can’t even smile and say your name at the same time
As much as I love you, I have to say goodbye
Coz I know you would be happier if I let you go
I’m sorry if I made you cry,
I’m sorry if tears fell from your eyes
But remember, for every tear that fell from your eyes,
Two fell from mine
Missing you isn’t the hardest part,
Knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart
I’ll never forget the times we once shared,
And I’ll always remember how much you once cared
Now it’s over, it’s time to move on
It’s never easy to see you turning back
But, I have to take the pain
And cry all the way home
Coz I know it will never be the same
I know when you leave,
Distance will keep us apart
But distance, no matter how far,
Can’t change these feelings in my heart
Just turn your head when you see me,
I will understand
One day, I will be able to look you in the eye
Without feeling the pain
I’ve caused you
I hope in time,
You will be happy as you call my name,
Once again
Happiness is too far for us now
But even if it’s near,
I know it will be hard for us to get there
Baby, it’s never gonna work out
I love you..
Good bye..

STOP ABORTION!

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

And people who say abortion isn’t killing a life, whatever.

shit man.

ini ada di fb saya haha :D

yeay blog baru gtu deeh

eh blog nya keren gak layoutnya? dibuatin gitu yah haha :) thnks yah ehem onara <3

hmm sharing about today, well there's nothing special today. OH YA. i remember bout something.

gwe kan duduk di blakang zenia, trus wge duduk di sebelah kirinya jm. just see this conversation, okay?

zenia : bagus gak pake ini (sambil make kacamata whitney)

jm : *still cengo*

me : HA? PUTUS AMA KENNY?

jm : *SHOCK* HAH????

zenia : *laugh*

after that, wge ledekin dia ama kenny ampe akhirnya nyebar SATU klas. klo ada apa" hub.nya ama kenny, she will be the first person yang diliatin ama anak" yah ga laen dan ga bukan JM. wakakk.

mav ya jeem, dirimu terlalu polos sih. haha :9 santapan lezat untuk dikerjain >:D

xx,

odd

asher book <3

kemaren gua abis nonton FAME ohyeh bagus bgd pelemnya. hehe lagi ga mood blogging nih yang pasti yang jdi marco (ASHER BOOK) CAKEP BGD.

reflection?

hey ya. looong time no posting. sorry guys. hehe males sih, kambuh deh * udh keq penyakit aje kambah kambuhs eenak udel ha? ngeek? udhlah. ehhee

mau share sumthing. i found it in someone's blog awaww :D and i loove it soo much :)

"one night, the moon said to me, 'if he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?' i looked at the moon and said, 'moon, would you ever leave your sky?' "

hmm? good, isnt it? when i read that, i felt like "ah pretty coool"

i've learning something.

even someone that you love so much hurt you, no matter how hurt, kalo udh cinta kalo udh sayang yaa lo ga akan mungkin lupain dia.

hehe.

xx, muahmuah.

kuingin kau tau.

hey. i found a very good song.

sebenernya udh lama banget, cuma baru tau judulnya sekarang. mungkin kaliand pernah dnger di iklan :)

KUINGIN KAU TAU - ADRIAN MARTADINATA

[intro] D G A Bm

D G
Selama aku pergi
Bm
Ku akan mengingatmu
D G
Tak hanya sementara
A Bm
Selalu dan selalu ku..
G D G A
rindukan Senyummu untukku di sini

[chorus]
B
Ku ingin kau tahu
E
Meski pun ku jauh
G#m F# E
Ku ada di hatimu
B
Ku ingin kau tahu
E
Meski pun kau jauh
G#m F# E
Kau tetap milikku
F#
Selamanya

[intro] Bm A G F#

Bm D G
Ku bernyanyi untukmu
A D
Untukmu yang kurindukan
G D G
Tetaplah setia menungguku
A
Kan kembali

[intro] G#m F# C# E-F#

G#m F# C# E F#

itu ada chordna :D i loove the song ^^

mau dnger? silahkan anda membuka link disini >> (ini yang di iklan) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ev25h6cME2Y

nothing to doo just see it.

kan hari ini gwe ngga masuk, jadilah gwe berfoto" ria :D

liat yaa cma dikiit koq ;) hehehehe i'm waiting for SUNDAY oh come on move faster SUNDAY! ^^

bagus yang mana? mari bervoting ria! ;) komen aja ya di blog. ato ngga di fb ajaaa ;) gimme a message or wall :D

penulaeran penyakit kah?

haha hari ini aku ngga sekolah hehehe, soalnya badanku gatel" wekekekek,. yang terpoikir setelah AKU MENYADARI BAHWA PENYAKIT INI CUKUP MISTERIUS ADALAH: "KOQ AUDRIC NULARIN KE GWE SIH? NGEEEK" hahhaa. sebenrnya penyakit ini sudah dari 2 hari lalu -.- tapi gwe [ANIKNYA baru sekarang aja sih ya. soalnya makin lama makin perih :D jadilah saya takut.

pagi", saya masih merasakan hal seperti buasa, saya masih baik, ointar, cantik (apa sih lu dri) HAHA. sampai pada saat saya menikmati susu coklat, saya berkata pada mami saya:

MI INI LHO YG GATEL KMRN MALEM ODI BLG. haha kmrn malem gwe blg ke nyokap gwe.

trus nyokap gwe blg, IH SEREM INI MAH HERPES. AAAAA

HERPES TUH SEMACAM VIRUS BLABLABLA.

bokap gwe msih stay cool and my mom lngsung nelpon tante gwe yg di singkawang, kebetulan dia bidan merangkap dokter. hehehe

trus akhirnya pada saat saya sudah mandi dan lain" gwe tinggal berangkat aja tuh capcuss haha gwe terganggu dengan gatel itu. sebnerna sih ga gatel, tapi PERIH hahaha

yaudaaah finally gwe ga sekolah hehehe

GWE PUN KE DOKTER. initinya diblg kalo gwe tuh knal pnyakit HERPES cma yg herpes ga akut hiiiy~

TERNYATA INI DISEBABKAN OLEH ANJING GWE: BLESSKY.

flasgback,..

2 hari yang lalu anjing saya lepas seperti anjing gila -.- dan pada saat itu mami saya belum plg. mbak baru saya YANG TAKUT ANJING dan kakak saya yang tidak ada bedanya dengan mbak saya lebih mementingkan urusan mereka *mbak gwe ngapain tau dan kakak gwe membuka facebook ketimbang memerhatikan anjing saya yaituu anjing golden campur bull dog hahaha yang sedang mengoyak" keset rumah saya DUA BUAH. ssaya yang BARU SAJA MANDI DENGAN AMAT SANGAT BERSIH TERPAKSA HARUS MENEMANI ANJING SAYA ITU AGAR DIA TETEP STAY COOL. ahahaha

yaaah yaudah. jdilah seperti ini. DULU GWE JGA PERNAH KENA ALERGI KARENA ANJING GWE HAHAHA.

OIA AKU LES BHS PRANCIS MULAI JUMAT INI <3>

kisses and hugs,

oddipsy.

i hate today or what?

i hate today, but i also love today [?].

i will share it with all of you guyss,

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING THAT CROSS IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU HEAR ONE OF YOUR FRIEND(I GUESS) CALL YOU AS A COPYCATTER?

my answer is: OH LIKE I CARE.

AND WHAT'S THE #1 THING THAT CROSS IN UR MIND WHEN SOMEONE THAT YOU DONT REALLY KNOW *AND SHE ISNT POPULAR* IS ANGRY WITHOUT ANY REASON TO YOU?

my answer OF COURSE: WHO'S THAT UNPLEASANT GIRL? should i know her?

well gwe EMANG NGGA JAGO BAHASA PRANCIS AND ALSO YOU. DONT EVER THINK THAT BECAUSE OF YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME SO ALL OF THIS WHOLE WORLD IS YOURS. FUCK YOU.

trus satu lagi yaa buat yang ngerasa aja, GA ADA YANG MAU NGIKUT ELUU.

WITHOUT ME YOU'RE NOTHING.

kalo dulu gwe ngga maen sama one-of ur-bestfriends-now, LO GA AKAN BSA DEKET AMA DIA.

SO PLEASE ga usah NGESOKK YAA MENTANG" SEKARANG LEBIH DEKET AMA DIA.

cih like i care about you.

btw, KALO GA SUKA NGOMONG MA GWE, GA USAH DEH NGOMONG MA FB.

YANG GA WARAS SAPA YAA?

hahaha xD

puas gwe.

udh males ngurusin lo.

ga ada gunanya.

WASTING TIME!

for evryone yang baca yang pasti mereka yg ga diatas ga termasuk

HAHA UDH LAMA YAA GA NGEBLOG WEKEKEK.

HARI INI UJAN!

TRUS ADA SUMTHING THAT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY :)

special for audric: GWS YA :)

france!

huaaaa barusan akuu liat voto eiffel tower and I SWEAR IT'S SOO COOL. tapi ngga bsa di upload :(( too bad. well, i just give you the link soo i can share my fave to youu. check it out ;)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/toshio1/3026092966/

oh shit i want to be there.

today is a greaat day :D

ih akuu seneng! heehhe :D rapor kuu cuma merah satuu. harusnya ngga ada tapi ituu fisika sebelom ulangan perbaikan. ahh swt jdii ada bunga merah satu deh, tapi ngga apa deh :D hehehe hari ini aku mau ke sour sally yeiy! haha aku seneng. tapii ngga mau puas dulu ahh, ntar kalo puas dulu jdinya semester1 ngga belaja BERASA pinter hahaha :D oyeeeh lalala~ seneng ehehe.

oh iyaa. hari ini aku seneng soalnya seni sunda aku dapet 95^^ yes hehehe :D makasih ya bu atiek :D

hari ini temenku pada maen ke rumah dongg hahaha :D udah lama ngga amen sama mereka. seneng bgd maen ama vheeyt celle pheb i love youu guys <3>

besok lagii ya ngepostnya! ikuti trus perjalananku!! hahaha :D

syalalala,

oddipsyndrome

today's lesson: ngga boleh cepet puas :)

today's wish: mauu nginep dis atu villa ama mereka! seruu kalii yah? hahaha

my brother

haha tadi gwe lgii foto-foto, pke laptop, trus koko gwe blg:

ino: DRI DRI GWE PKE KOMPUTER LO YAA

nah pas gwe lgii foto, ada dia kena foto lagi naek tangga.

kocak yaa? haha :D keq lgii marathon. GO INIGO!

die

hello everyone. how’s your day? is it good? well, i hate today. umm, not a lot actually, but i just hate it.. bsok ambil rapor. okay? gwe ngga tau deh yaa nilai gwe gmana but as far as i know UDAH MERAH DUA it means ngga ada perubahan dari kls 7 and my father will so dissapointed maaf yaa papi hixhix. tapi mau gmana? udah terlanjur juga kali yaa, kecuali sekarang gwe ke sekolah trus nuker rapor gwe ama rapornya yaya yang bagus -,- susah deh yaah huaaah.
akhir-akhir ini gwe pengen bneer nangis sekenceng-kencengnya ampe ngalahin anak bayi tetangga gwe itu -,- haha dan kembali mengambil predika dede yang kalo nangis satu rt juga dnger (this is real). hehehe sampe sekarang kalo tetangga gwe ngobrol psti ngingetin ituu aduh jdi malu hauhauu hahhaa. udah deh jdi mengenang masa lalu.
umm oia! keq na bsok waktu yang pas untuk menangi nangis ria lalala~ karena bsok gwe akan kecewa dan meratapi hidup dan of course my report yang mungkin* mungkin doang yaa ato bneran awwaw blentang blentong dan bertebaran bunga merah cantik indah di rapor gwe yang gwe anggap bunga itu sebagai hiasan yang bisa bikin bokap gwe seneng ampe jdi marha [?] gwe ngomong apaan aja udha ngga jelas ngelantur abis CK. sabar ya drii sabar haha BADAI PASTI BERLALU. HAUUU eh apa deh gwe -.-

kalo celle beda lagi hahahax*ketawa maksa kesedek lgii -.- dia sedang mengidam-idamkan hape SEMINGGU NA yang lgii di serpis. baru semnggu udh rusak jedeeek~ haha sebulan without hape? NO PROB ASAL RAPOR BAGUS sih kalo gwe. haha tapi dia tetep mau hapenya AND SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT HER REPORT. lo msih waras ngga sih cel? ha?
enaknya ngapain deh? tidurr, ntar gwe mimpi lagi rapor jelek*bukan mimpi lgi sih haha yaudha deh mau chat aja hahaha :D

babai everyone seee youu tomorrow! *i wish

xx, cilukba muahmuah
oddipsyndrome haha :D

mau mati.

lalala

hari ini pengen nangis deh. gwe cengeng? BODO. EMANG GWE CENGENG. kalo ngga karena ssuatu ini juga males amat nangis. bikin pusing kepala. ugh.

mau masukin lagu tapi males

mau masukin laguu the corrs jdulna what can i do to make you love me tapi males :( kemaren udah sih, tapi yang jelek punya, yowes gwe delete HAHA btw thnks ryan for the song :) i love it hahaha

blogging again <3

aloha everyone.

mau ngeblog lagi nii. haha udh bosen ngga ada kerjaan sih yaa malu deh MALU. haha apa sih drey ngga jelas -_- sebenernya gwe udh ngetik mau nulis apa di blog gwe lewat hape, TAPI, kabel datanya ilangg lalala~ (heh kabel data, CEPET SINI GWE BUTUH ELUU).

huaaaah males gnetik ulang hixhix. tapi gmana ya gmana dong? haha udahh deh ngetik ulang aja.

HARI INI UJAN LOH! lumayan deres yippie huraa! aduh seneng deh ujan sering-sering dateng yaaa ;)

kemaren gwe nangis hohoho. goblog. hari ini juga. HUAAA :(

kemaren nangis karena.. (ada di blog yg gwe tulis di hape gwe, klo udh ketemu, gwe masukin koq, haha)

hari ini nangis karena matematika dapet merah. biasanya aja gwe ngga dapet merah. mat lgii. KALO FISIKA SIH MAKLUM DEH GWE. ya inii mat. emg sih, wge bukan ahli mat, tapi yaoloh masa amt wge merah. MALU WOYY!

emang sih merahnya bukan angka mati. TAPI SEKALI MERAH TETEP MERAH. weeeeeeek :P

ugh.

eh males deh nge blogging lama-lama. padahal tadi di ci dhe ngtot mauu blogging lalalala~

AYEE!

today is going same as another day.

NOTHING SPECIAL EXCEPT MY 'GOOD' SCORE.

thnks yh pak aris baee bneeeer ngasih nile gwe segitu.

CKCKCKCKCK

btw, mbak gwe gebleg deh.

kan gwe minta dimasakin mie instan yang ada kuahnya, dia malah ilangin kuahnya CKCKCK

asin bner dah rasanya. dasar mbak baruu -_- di kampung dia ngga ada mie instan yee? ngeeek~

mami gwe lgi pesen pizza YUMMY haha mami cepet pulaaaaang odii laper mami!*lebays

well, see you tomorrow*i wish :(

xx,

dipsy.

sebenernya udh bnci ama "dipsy", tapi tetep sayang koq ama dipsy teletubbies hehe <3